:'(

All i can say is

I SMILE OUTSIDE

BUT

IM CRYING INSIDE

Im try to make you happy.

I sacrifice all my happiness just for you.

so thanks for be mine.

im just an invisible to you :)

im happy about it.

thanks youu



S E P I N T A S L A L U

lets make it short yaaa.

macam-macam dah jadi.

itu je nak cakap sebenarnyaaa.

hahahahaa.

agak bz dengan SPM yang coming soon.

so just get myself fully ready.

so thats mean rarely online lahh :)

PESANAN UNTUK SEMUA.

LELAKI YANG BAIK ADALAH LELAKI YANG MEMBIMBING.

BUKAN YANG MENGHANCURKAN ANDA.

JADI PILIHLAH SEBAIKNYA.

P/s : IMISSYOUSOHELLDAMNMUCH.

I T S T H E D A Y ( 0 6 1 1 10 )

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY my dear.
 it have been 1 year and 2 month we were together.

Thanks for be with no matter what.
Walaupun syg tahu syg ni teruk tapi b tetap dengan syg kan.

Sabar dengan perangai syg.
Sorry taww for all my dumbies mistake.
ILOVEYOUSOFUCKINHELLDAMNMUCH FIRDAUS HALIM.

Macam dah rancang pulak kan, every time jumpe jee mesti time ANNIVERSARY kita kan.

hahahaa. best best. Anyway thanks sangat-sangat b sebab sanggup datang :)

happy sangat-sangat dapat jumpe dengan b harini. kenapa?

Sebab harini kite karaoke. ohh yeah yeahh.
I LOVE YOUR VOICE ohh.

After the karaoke session , kita buat ape dear ?

tengok muvie UNSTOPABBLE.

TERBAIKK doe cerita die. buat aku kecut perut jee

hahaha. siapa yang belum tengok pergi lahh tengok yee

tak kann menyesal punye lahh tengok. :)

Then kita orang pun just jalan-jalan b'coz tak tawu nak buat ape dah.

kita orang duduk snap snap gamba.

kesian syg tengok b. muke penat jee. sorry ye dear.

           

One day with you today was the happiest moment i ever had.

thanks my dear.

-06112010 -

F E E L

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

besttt sangat laguu nii.

THUMBS UP.

suka gilaa lagu ni.

SWEET je kann.

huuuu.

satu lagi lagu yang aku suka

DEAR GOD.

A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there, back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
?Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
?Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

Well, some search never finding a way
Before long they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade

A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
?Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH!

just see the lyrics.

and hear the song.

you will know what i mean.

and trust me you will fall in love with this song.

T E A R S

"If a way to make you cry of relief and forget about everything so wept so you really feel calm."

hanya tangisan yang mampu membuat kita merasa lebih lega.

biar seperit mana pun yang kita hadapi

tapi bila menangis keta akan merasa lebih legadan melupakannya untuk seketika.

mungkin ramai yang tidak faham

mengapa kita menangis dan mengalirkan air mata.

kerana mereka sama sekali tidak berada di tempat kita dan merasainya sendiri.

mungkin diluarnya kita nampak seperti tiada yang mengganggu

tetapi di dalam ada sesiapa yang tahu

semacam apa yang dirasa.

mungkin senyuman seringkali terukir diwajah

tetapi hati menangis dan merutun

ada sesiapa yang tahu?

jadi menangislah kamu bila kamu sedih

lepaskan segalanya ketika kamu menangis

dan ia akan membuat kamu rasa lebih baik

 dan membuat kamu berfikir dengan baik.





M I S S I N G

AWAK dah start FINAL EXAM.

 Mesti awak akan busy sangat sangat  kann.

 hurmm.

 Sedihnyee saya rasa :'( hahahahaha.

 Tapi takpelahh.

 Saya rela.

Sebab itu semua kan demi MASA DEPAN AWAK.

Saya nak tengok awak berjaya.

Sebab bile awak happy saya pun akan turut rasa happy.

Tapi bila awak sedih , saya akan rasa lagi sedih dari awak.

Sekarang saya tak nak ganggu awak.

Sebab awak perlu banyak masa untuk study.

Saya hanya akan hubungi awak bila awak minta sahaja.

Bukan saya merajuk atau sewaktu dengannya.

Tetapi hanya lahh memberi awak ruang untul belajar.

Jauh di sudut hati saya 

SAYA RINDU AWAK SANGAT-SANGAT.

Tapi biarlahh saya simpan dahulu. 

Saya percaya awak juga akan merindui saya :)

So , setiap hari saya berdoa agar awak dapat menjawab semua soalan dengan tenang.

Saya harap awak berjaya sayang .

BAIK-BAIK SAYANG

macam banyak je maknanya kan bagi aku.

kenapa everytime aku dengar lagu nii hati aku jadi sayuu jee?

ape yang ade pada lagu ni?

hurmm.

aku pun tak paham lahh nape yee?

kenapa? kenapa? kenapa? kenapaaaaa

SIJIL PEPERIKSAAN MALAYSIA

Confirm STUDENT YANG LAHIR TAHUN 1993 semua tengah kecut perut sekarang

Haiihhh. tanye lagi kenapa?

Takkan itu pu mahu di bagi tahu nyeee.

Kan SPM ni bakal menyerang kami semua dalam tempoh 23 hari je lagi.

So memang patot lahh BADGE 93 semua kecut perut dengar tarikh 23 DISEMBER 2010

So sekarang ramai yang struggle gile kan.

tapi mama aku cakap.

"relaks jelahh kak. SPM je pun. Kau struggle pun buat TENSION kepala otak kau jee"

So aku pun just study like ussual jee.

takde lahh aku nak struggle and push diri aku.

bila kita try to push diri kita ni.

Percaya lahh confirm nant OTAK kita akan jadi BLANK

so praktikkan ayat ni

"STUDY SMART NOT STUDY HARD"

p/s : GOOD LUCK MY DEAR FOR YOUR FINAL EXAM.

I DO LOVE YOU DEAR.

AND I MISS YOU.

FOR SPM CANDIDATES GOOD LUCK. :)

J U S T R E A D

haaaaa.

ni ade 3 gambar HARI ANUGERAH KO-KURUKULUM.

yangg dahh lepas tuu.

gamba jee lambat muat turun. hahha

ni anugerah for PENGERUSI BOLA JARING :)



this one for ANUGERAH KELAB SUKAN TERBAIK

iaitu BOLA JARING

beeesaaarrr punyee hamper.

sumpahh berat gila hamper tuu. :)

yang ini pula ANUGERAH KHAS

iaitu BAKAT ISTIMEWA

(tembam nye mukaa saya tuu.)

hahaha

THATS ALL FORR THAT AWARD DAY.

LETS GO TO THE NEW CHAPTER.

ahhhhaa. semalam PIALA MALAYSIA :)

sape yang kate NEGERI SEMBILAN menang tuu

hahaha.

padan muka kauuu.

tu laaa daulat dengan aku... kan KELANTAN dah menang..

weeee :)) hahahaha,

suke akuu. bukan suke sebab ape. just suke sebab

first goal tuu peerrrggggghhhhh.

smart gila tandukan nyeee.

TABIB SPRINGGGGGGGGGGG SAME DIE

thenn goal ke 2 tuuu solo brooo.

terbaikk kan kan kan :))

hahaha.

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